"Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end" Closing Time - Semisonic
True to the lyrics, we needed to end something before we can start on something else and I just did that. I just left the company that I had been working for. I know I will be leaving a position that I had for almost 4 years and by all the benefits that goes along with it. Some ask me if I have any regrets with my decision. I tell them that there's none. If there is, maybe I should had left sooner. But then again last year when I was about leave the company my mom got sick and I needed to step up again as the breadwinner in the family.
Will I miss my coworkers? I certainly will, somehow we were able to create some connection. But I can't stay in a place wherein the needs of an employee are not being heard. When the one you expect to support you becomes overbearing. No amount of money is worth the stress and pressure that I felt for the past few weeks.
I may have join the big bucket of people who are unemployed but I'm hopeful, no make that I believe, I believe I can find better work than the previous one. For now, I will use the time to go back on the things that I love to do before all the stress happened since last december.